08-02-2015, 03:28 AM
(08-02-2015, 01:38 AM)CatMan Wrote:(08-01-2015, 11:30 AM)waahbeta Wrote: I actually lost my mobile. it got stolen.
all opp things happened that day. I usually font drink in evening though I drink daily. that day I drank in eve. and wen I drink m far from home. I usually catch a cab .but that day I boarded a bus.I never ate at at a particular outlet cos ihated that outlet owner, but they night I did n my mobile got stolen over there.
I had everything in that mobile. my pics ,family pics, pics of my ex. my bank details. my private notes, my journals.
i was too bloody emotionally attached to the contents of that mobile. it was like my memories of entire past 5 years and a lot of my earlier life too.
I felt so blank without it.
I still can't swallow its absence.
I've had the same thing happen. With us having so much of our "stuff" in life on them now, it's WAY more than just losing a phone. I hear you.
I just didn't want all these other random things "popping up" and turning your focus away from the sub like so many others report early on in their journey. The mind has very clever ways of tricking you out of fear to not use the sub, so I was making sure that you were not allowing that and it was something "legit" if you get me.
Sounds reasonable, if it was very early on in your sub journey with ASC 5G, I recommend starting fresh at day 1 again when you get restarted and things will be fine.
Thanx.
Dint know mind can go to such deep level to show resistance to the subs.
I guess I'll start all over again.
Thnx a lot.
