09-02-2013, 12:33 PM
I remember back in the day people thought I was generally annoying. Even my group of friends. I was the sensitive always serious yet ridiculously annoying kid. When I was annoying I was just having fun.. and it was the only way I knew how to have fun. AND I knew I was annoying other people. I just never cared to correct my behavior. All of my "friends" picked on me in a way to put me in my place I guess and I had never really picked up on it. I got all egocentric and thought that they were the problem when I was provoking them. And just because I was the person I was I had attracted them into my life. Not all times were bad. They are all people with good intentions. I'm just relating back to you. At the time I never really understood why I was treated the way I was and why I did the things I did. Over time though I got rid of the things that didn't work and started replacing them with new behaviors I appreciated having and others respected me for it. But as you know there's always going to be someone out there hating on you.
BTW glad that kid didn't kill you
BTW glad that kid didn't kill you
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