04-26-2013, 09:10 PM
So busy today.
Work, then a friends birthday party. My ex was there because that's where we met. This is/was rather important because she's my first long term relationship (7 months, not that long but longest for me) and it's only been 2 weeks since we split.
Anyway, I was anxious when I got there because I had never been put into the situation where I had to be in a social place with my ex- where my ex hates me and probably wants to punch me in the nads. Well, whatever I say. Part of the reason we split was because she never did seem happy with me. She seemed happy tonight so I know in my mind I made the right decision to split up with her; her being not happy with me ended up being a downer on my mood.
So, the whole time we never exchanged a look or even spoke to each other. I don't really mind but this is my first time experiencing this type of... emotion or exchange. This is more like a diary of my personal life tonight rather than a journal about WM. Oh well, I had to share with someone.
To answer your question, I am on stage 1 of it and I believe I'm about 1 week in. I started on 4/19.
I wish I could reply more. I really need to sleep now. Class in t-minus 8 hours.
One last thing, I am feeling more social with WM since starting it, like I want to go out, rather a more appropriate way of saying that is I want to fill my time up so I'm not sitting around and have almost not said no to any time someone invites me out. I like this.
Work, then a friends birthday party. My ex was there because that's where we met. This is/was rather important because she's my first long term relationship (7 months, not that long but longest for me) and it's only been 2 weeks since we split.
Anyway, I was anxious when I got there because I had never been put into the situation where I had to be in a social place with my ex- where my ex hates me and probably wants to punch me in the nads. Well, whatever I say. Part of the reason we split was because she never did seem happy with me. She seemed happy tonight so I know in my mind I made the right decision to split up with her; her being not happy with me ended up being a downer on my mood.
So, the whole time we never exchanged a look or even spoke to each other. I don't really mind but this is my first time experiencing this type of... emotion or exchange. This is more like a diary of my personal life tonight rather than a journal about WM. Oh well, I had to share with someone.
To answer your question, I am on stage 1 of it and I believe I'm about 1 week in. I started on 4/19.
I wish I could reply more. I really need to sleep now. Class in t-minus 8 hours.
One last thing, I am feeling more social with WM since starting it, like I want to go out, rather a more appropriate way of saying that is I want to fill my time up so I'm not sitting around and have almost not said no to any time someone invites me out. I like this.
