08-08-2016, 03:16 PM
I received another unexpected promotion and pay increase. These are occurring yearly and I’m receiving more than others in the company. These kinds of events occurred prior to the start of BAMM. I cannot gauge BAMM’s contribution to these.
BAMM Update:
While I have yearnings to start a business, I do not have the drive to initiate the first steps. In fact, the yearning, discipline, and desire to start that development of the product has diminished since starting BAMM.
I’m considering taking a hiatus from BAMM to work on personal issues that have crept-up or become more of an issue since starting BAMM.
I believe that BAMM puts me in a state where I say enough-is-enough and I want more thus motivating me toward success. It then provides the tools towards success. What concerns me is that I’ve slid backward then stalled. I need to address these unwanted behaviors, habits, feelings, and problems. In some things I’ve lost all will-power to overcome them. If hitting the low point, or rock bottom motivated everyone to success, there would be few on skid row and they would be there only for a period of time.
I’ll explain my current state in this way. I had inhibitors that prevented me from moving forward or backwards. Thus I kept within a safe limit not becoming rich and not having my family homeless. I sense that BAMM removed those inhibitors allowing me to slide down towards the enough is enough point. But the point I’m at does not propel me towards BAMM.
It might be that I struggle with the priority of marriage and family or money. Both are a priority. To me one cannot occur without the other. My wife and family are where I find happiness. In a heartbeat I would delay the financial goals if the making of that goal caused damage to my marriage or family. I know that having both is possible because there are many role models that have both.
During the time off of BAMM, I’m thinking of using EHPRA, if the next version of BAMM is a long way off maybe give BASE a try. I’m really interested to see if DMSI could have a “Take me now” effect on Mrs AwsomeYoungDude.
AYD
BAMM Update:
While I have yearnings to start a business, I do not have the drive to initiate the first steps. In fact, the yearning, discipline, and desire to start that development of the product has diminished since starting BAMM.
I’m considering taking a hiatus from BAMM to work on personal issues that have crept-up or become more of an issue since starting BAMM.
I believe that BAMM puts me in a state where I say enough-is-enough and I want more thus motivating me toward success. It then provides the tools towards success. What concerns me is that I’ve slid backward then stalled. I need to address these unwanted behaviors, habits, feelings, and problems. In some things I’ve lost all will-power to overcome them. If hitting the low point, or rock bottom motivated everyone to success, there would be few on skid row and they would be there only for a period of time.
I’ll explain my current state in this way. I had inhibitors that prevented me from moving forward or backwards. Thus I kept within a safe limit not becoming rich and not having my family homeless. I sense that BAMM removed those inhibitors allowing me to slide down towards the enough is enough point. But the point I’m at does not propel me towards BAMM.
It might be that I struggle with the priority of marriage and family or money. Both are a priority. To me one cannot occur without the other. My wife and family are where I find happiness. In a heartbeat I would delay the financial goals if the making of that goal caused damage to my marriage or family. I know that having both is possible because there are many role models that have both.
During the time off of BAMM, I’m thinking of using EHPRA, if the next version of BAMM is a long way off maybe give BASE a try. I’m really interested to see if DMSI could have a “Take me now” effect on Mrs AwsomeYoungDude.
AYD
