AM7 Stage 0 Healing Bootcamp Bonanza

[Have at ye]

Singin' practice went *great* today, I've got it all pretty much figured out.

I also had a thought - in order to get more jobs, I need more fame. So I signed up for piano lessons at some hottie's to work on my piano skills, so that I can play and sing some (straighforward, pianistically) pieces on my own and then post 'em up to Facebook, Instagram (don't have one yet) and whatnot. First class is this Wednesday.

This could be US kicking in.

[Have at ye]

Lulz, I got to practicing the piano on my own, to check where I'm at (a sorry, totally rusty state Chopin's too much, but there's one song I want to learn to play and sing at the same time, so... it's doable, but it's going to take *months*) and start preparing for pianist-teacher chick. I was restless and didn't have stuff to do - there we go, an hour's practice a day to fill out the time, hahaha.

I used to hate playing the piano as a kid. My crazy parents signed me up when I was 5 for music school and I had a terrible shrew of a teacher and I gave up music practice because of her. Later on, I discovered electric guitars and got back to it, but I had a distaste for musical practice of any sort for a long time.

So me getting my butt up out of the blue to do this is something quite funky.

EDIT

Purchased some sheet music for Bad to the Bone, gonna do a very manly piano-vocal cover that's bound to get me hawt groupies.

[Have at ye]

All that before? That was just foreplay. Now we begin the run in earnest.

Month 1 - March - Lessgo! 

Other than that, had a nap and had healing dreams. Wonky sensations are indicative of FRM action going on in the usual spots/regarding the usual issues.

My liking of women internally oscillates between "meh" and "oh boy are there certain daugthers-of-beaches I'd like to get my hands on and not in a romantic way", but when I'm out and about my interest seems to be gradually increasing.

I have to pace myself with workouts and piano practice, still have to exert a little willpower to go to singing practice but that's mostly due to the commute/having to wait for the practice room to become available for me. Because yesterday singing practice went *great* and I want moar.

Looking out for jobs and such. Applied to some editing/translation gigs because there aren't all that many interesting auditions happening right now. Still waiting on a response for that singing gig in April, I do believe I would be the perfect candidate.

[Have at ye]

I really like this program. I'm going as fast as I can, healing-wise, whilst still remaining functional. The moments of despondence are fewer, far between and lesser in scale. What wonky sensations seem to indicate, apart from working on what I call the Core Traumas ™, they're gradually working on my will-to-live which has been, in some respects, shattered (I do get moments on this program when this gets drawn out into the conscious and it's very, very depressing. It's that root chakra/perineum thing and it's also related with my will-to-have-sex, because, you know, *more existence*).

First thing I did - got up in the morning, started on my physical regimen, turned on my loops of Stage 0 and immediately went to practice the piano, and I haven't even started the class yet. This is gonna be fun, but as it is now, I'm a pretty shite pianist - but with potential! After finishing my loops, I'm going for a little singing practice.