8 hours ago
Despite supplementing energies, I slept for over 10 hrs and woke up extremely hungry and thirsty. This is hard work.
It's like I'm fighting tooth and nail not just with my own judgement - that I'm a fuckupatoo with an effed up life because there's something wrong with me, and thus I deserve it - but also with outside judgement trying to force me to comply with this belief. Now why would people want me to believe that? Because that'd leave them off the hook.
It's like I'm fighting tooth and nail not just with my own judgement - that I'm a fuckupatoo with an effed up life because there's something wrong with me, and thus I deserve it - but also with outside judgement trying to force me to comply with this belief. Now why would people want me to believe that? Because that'd leave them off the hook.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
