AM6 Run-2 tolgaocal80's Journal

[tolgaocal80]

this is my second run of AM6, but I think I must go on with E3 or OGSF after this run, because, I dont know if I am in a depression but, I am feeling soo much emotions, and I got into a emotional state in stage 2. I am crying when watching a self motivation video, or when thinking a situation about past.

What drives you to think of what you'll do after you finish AM? It's almost half a year from now. By that time you'll have been through countless states and changes. There may be more of those than what you experienced with the first run.

By that time maybe you'll want something to help you with how many ideas you have and how many opportunities are presented to you and how many girls would appreciate spending time with you. Always keep on with the program you're following and, all the while, let the noise come, let the noise go.

I am seeing dreams about my fears or shames or situations that nearly kills me almost everyday, this causing me to think I need to clear this  fears, shames and emonational traumas. the OGFS in AM I dont know if it will work on this situations, but you are right, day by day this positive feelings become more clear in myself, thanks for this thoughts also appreicated.

I think the same, that fears moved you to deal with them to overcome them, the fear is not the enemy is the allied and the guide.

that is definitely what I wanna hear. Fear is not enemy, it just guide me to see things that gives pain to me and hurting me to overcome them. 


Stage 2 Day 29

My voice quality and, talking to strangers ability increasing well. People around me acting to me like they were already know me and wanting to please me. 
I also love everbody.    This anger " unnecessary anger " towards people and the life itself, I dont feel like that much now. I just want to feel everbody is happy and loving life.

I got very high motivation and now I am making a plan and finding resourches for my startup. It seems I attracting people who are involved about what I am gonna do, I mean I am encountering with new people that is working on something I need or I want to find informations about that topic. Anyway this may be coincidence.

Much emotional fluctuation in past 2 weeks. 

Totally gone neediness and any desire to woman or sex.

I am thinking much about my life. 

+3 days to end  of the stage 2 because of some days I listened lesser than I did. (10.4 hours rather than 13.2).

EDIT: I used sleep magic today it is wonderfull and I definitely love it. If you are complaining about your insufficient sleep time give it a try! It worked on me well than I expected.