11-25-2019, 12:30 PM
(This post was last modified: 11-25-2019, 12:31 PM by tolgaocal80.)
stage 1 day 17
it seems attraction started again, but its like different from before. in general, everyone acting like I am not there, or I am bad guy like criminal, some girls giving IOIs and smiling...
I got very intense depression today. I dont know how I will pass my class this year,, and this very depressing ,, Sometimes I dont know if this sub is working or not?
In mornings I am waking up with a feeling or thought "enough, accept you are a sexual creature as a man and you must do the moves to woman around if you want sexual things.
I feel like,, as an Alpha man I must approach ANY girls around me, when they look at me,,, and this kind of pressure in my mind ,,creating a pressure on me..
it seems attraction started again, but its like different from before. in general, everyone acting like I am not there, or I am bad guy like criminal, some girls giving IOIs and smiling...
I got very intense depression today. I dont know how I will pass my class this year,, and this very depressing ,, Sometimes I dont know if this sub is working or not?
In mornings I am waking up with a feeling or thought "enough, accept you are a sexual creature as a man and you must do the moves to woman around if you want sexual things.
I feel like,, as an Alpha man I must approach ANY girls around me, when they look at me,,, and this kind of pressure in my mind ,,creating a pressure on me..
AM6-1(4.19)--AM6-2(11.19)--SE-5.5G--AM6-3(9.20)--SE 5.5G(3.21)--AM6-S7(6.21)--SM3-1(7.2021)--AM6-4(1.2022)
"To be able to shape your future, you have to be WILLING and ABLE to CHANGE YOUR PARADIGM." - Joel Barker
"To be able to shape your future, you have to be WILLING and ABLE to CHANGE YOUR PARADIGM." - Joel Barker
