02-11-2015, 05:26 AM
(02-11-2015, 04:58 AM)Darwin Wrote: Stage 6 day 4
I'm used to going through periods of immense exhaustion now - not really fighting it anymore. Never the less stage 6 is smoother Thankfully.
Seem to have, in a sense, given up on self improvement, it seems like a waste of time and none of the 'effort' I make seems to yield a return.
Now to make this confusing and contradictory, I can improve by giving up on improving - and am. Complete self acceptance, surrender, and 'giving up' , allowing things to flow instead of trying to control how they flow or where they go makes much more sense to me than anything else ( though I've tried to explain this to a friend or two and they had no idea what I'm saying - and think I've lost it.)
I understand what you are saying, it is happening to me too. I've given up on reading books, watching videos etc. Everything I've learned for improvement has mostly become automatic. For example, I do exercise but do not think about it as self-improvement, It is just who I am and what I do.
Too much of a good thing can be bad. Too much theory can be disorientating.
