02-11-2015, 04:58 AM
Stage 6 day 4
I'm used to going through periods of immense exhaustion now - not really fighting it anymore. Never the less stage 6 is smoother Thankfully.
Seem to have, in a sense, given up on self improvement, it seems like a waste of time and none of the 'effort' I make seems to yield a return.
Now to make this confusing and contradictory, I can improve by giving up on improving - and am. Complete self acceptance, surrender, and 'giving up' , allowing things to flow instead of trying to control how they flow or where they go makes much more sense to me than anything else ( though I've tried to explain this to a friend or two and they had no idea what I'm saying - and think I've lost it.)
I'm used to going through periods of immense exhaustion now - not really fighting it anymore. Never the less stage 6 is smoother Thankfully.
Seem to have, in a sense, given up on self improvement, it seems like a waste of time and none of the 'effort' I make seems to yield a return.
Now to make this confusing and contradictory, I can improve by giving up on improving - and am. Complete self acceptance, surrender, and 'giving up' , allowing things to flow instead of trying to control how they flow or where they go makes much more sense to me than anything else ( though I've tried to explain this to a friend or two and they had no idea what I'm saying - and think I've lost it.)
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
