This is really just by way of a cautionary note than an update. My second round of AM6 has gone off the reservation. I'm part way through stage 5 but it doesn't matter. It's likely I'll stop now and do something a little less intense like LTU.
I made a mistake which I said I wouldn't make again. About 2 months ago I went to see a doc who was convinced I would do well with a new adhd medication. I was pretty stressed at the time with a lot of personal family responsibilities and thought I might as well give it a try if it's no good I'll stop after a couple of days.
Well the stuff was addictive, and didn't help with attention at all. It did make me more articulate and confident but that's not the point!
It screwed up my reward system. I was getting addicted to facebook, and loads of pointless shit, and I just couldn't let the drug go.
Now I'm off it, having told the doc of the effects they won't give me another script (thankfully)
If you're trying to change, the way your neurochemistry aligns to the beliefs and habits you're trying to create is pretty important. This is why in my personal opinion, anyone using subs or the like would do well to stay off any drugs which impact the brain.
I made a mistake which I said I wouldn't make again. About 2 months ago I went to see a doc who was convinced I would do well with a new adhd medication. I was pretty stressed at the time with a lot of personal family responsibilities and thought I might as well give it a try if it's no good I'll stop after a couple of days.
Well the stuff was addictive, and didn't help with attention at all. It did make me more articulate and confident but that's not the point!
It screwed up my reward system. I was getting addicted to facebook, and loads of pointless shit, and I just couldn't let the drug go.
Now I'm off it, having told the doc of the effects they won't give me another script (thankfully)
If you're trying to change, the way your neurochemistry aligns to the beliefs and habits you're trying to create is pretty important. This is why in my personal opinion, anyone using subs or the like would do well to stay off any drugs which impact the brain.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
