11-16-2014, 03:43 PM
Had to dig hard to find this thread - it's been a while. I'm half minded to not even write but I guess it might be useful to some readers and perhaps to me.
Stage 3 has seen me go through some pretty difficult times, not in terms of the sub but just life. I've been forced by circumstance to face all the ways I hide from reality, and it ain't nice.
I don't know what to say in terms of development. Tapping seems to be getting better and more effective, I'm visualising every single day. Taking myself through what's ahead, tapping, going through the past, tapping. I got thrown back a bit when my doc asked me to try another adhd med, being desperate for something to work on this, I went for it, and it sent me totally off the reservation. Felt weakened and mentally dead for days as a result.
I'm engaged in what I hope is a correct process for me. Daily yoga, gym, meditation, visualisation and tapping. Work and everything else is coming second to this, whilst I want to achieve a lot, I'm
More focussed on rooting in my process goals, and allowing things to flow from that.
Erm.
Well that's it. Stage 4 starts tonight.
Stage 3 has seen me go through some pretty difficult times, not in terms of the sub but just life. I've been forced by circumstance to face all the ways I hide from reality, and it ain't nice.
I don't know what to say in terms of development. Tapping seems to be getting better and more effective, I'm visualising every single day. Taking myself through what's ahead, tapping, going through the past, tapping. I got thrown back a bit when my doc asked me to try another adhd med, being desperate for something to work on this, I went for it, and it sent me totally off the reservation. Felt weakened and mentally dead for days as a result.
I'm engaged in what I hope is a correct process for me. Daily yoga, gym, meditation, visualisation and tapping. Work and everything else is coming second to this, whilst I want to achieve a lot, I'm
More focussed on rooting in my process goals, and allowing things to flow from that.
Erm.
Well that's it. Stage 4 starts tonight.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
