I woke up today after a dream of people invading my house and trying to confront them. I was terrified all day. Scared about the future and what it may bring. Honestly I've never felt so vulnerable and exposed.
I notice that people sense weakness and are repulsed by it. As soon as I started feeling this way (probably three days ago) a number of people just automatically stopped talking to me. Friends, family no one seems to be reacting nearly as well as they were only a few days before.
I cooped myself up in my room this evening to regather myself. Do some yoga and meditation, build up my strength again before taking it all on again tomorrow.
I've ordered supplements which might help support my mood. I think over training at the gym might have had some impact.
I notice that people sense weakness and are repulsed by it. As soon as I started feeling this way (probably three days ago) a number of people just automatically stopped talking to me. Friends, family no one seems to be reacting nearly as well as they were only a few days before.
I cooped myself up in my room this evening to regather myself. Do some yoga and meditation, build up my strength again before taking it all on again tomorrow.
I've ordered supplements which might help support my mood. I think over training at the gym might have had some impact.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
