08-30-2014, 04:44 AM
Got the same with methylphenidate - the worst part is that just before taking it I was already feeling the self regulation improving. I would come hope and be like man I wana chill and watch tv then immediately the thought would be 'nah son, do you wanna reach your goals or not?' And I'd go do what I have to do, gym, study, go out or whatever. I jumped on the meds thinking it would help the pace but far better results just with feft, subs and yoga.
Alcohol really kills progress as well for me, just hurts development and only do it because I can't get into a relaxed social state easily otherwise but that's just another opportunity for growth which I have to take.
@Natious, man it's kind of like I'm listening to the world and it's complete nonsense. I'm not connected at all to it.
Alcohol really kills progress as well for me, just hurts development and only do it because I can't get into a relaxed social state easily otherwise but that's just another opportunity for growth which I have to take.
@Natious, man it's kind of like I'm listening to the world and it's complete nonsense. I'm not connected at all to it.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
