I deleted it for a few reasons. I wrote it when I was drunk and found it so off topic when I woke up with information that you didn't ask for. I am glad that you got to read it if it helped you in any way, that was my intention 
To think of it, it's a long time insecurity I've had. When I say something that normally people don't say, I tend to feel a whole lot of guilt and shame some time later. Hopefully AM6 will help me work on that.
I like your choice about the meds. It's been a long time belief of mine, especially seeing how people around me use them as "the golden double diamond coated secret life-changing pill" without ever looking deeper into the issue. My brother actually takes a strong headache pill BEFORE he goes out drinking so he wouldn't have a headache in the morning. There's so many other ways to relieve yourself from a headache, like with EFT for example.
About when you said you had to ask them to repeat the question. Is it something similar like, it's a normal question but you just aren't that present and connected with the environment that it's so difficult to understand what's going on? Usually that happens to me when I'm not really connecting with people and in my head a whole lot.
To think of it, it's a long time insecurity I've had. When I say something that normally people don't say, I tend to feel a whole lot of guilt and shame some time later. Hopefully AM6 will help me work on that.
I like your choice about the meds. It's been a long time belief of mine, especially seeing how people around me use them as "the golden double diamond coated secret life-changing pill" without ever looking deeper into the issue. My brother actually takes a strong headache pill BEFORE he goes out drinking so he wouldn't have a headache in the morning. There's so many other ways to relieve yourself from a headache, like with EFT for example.
About when you said you had to ask them to repeat the question. Is it something similar like, it's a normal question but you just aren't that present and connected with the environment that it's so difficult to understand what's going on? Usually that happens to me when I'm not really connecting with people and in my head a whole lot.
INFP-T
"If you dont work on shedding your emotional and spiritual baggage and egoic nature, then you are still a dead weight in society.. offering nothing.." - Anonymous
"If you dont work on shedding your emotional and spiritual baggage and egoic nature, then you are still a dead weight in society.. offering nothing.." - Anonymous
