08-19-2014, 02:45 PM
Passed 12 nights of listening
I simply haven't experienced anything this intense before. Along side tapping with my coach I'm
Plunging new, to be frank, terrible, depths and scaling new highs. It's mad to think tonight is my 13th night on this sub. Previously I would go through dark times on this but would not have the clarity to see them for what they were.
Women in my life are responding well to me. I'm pretty much indifferent. I'm
Becoming more content to be brutally myself, with my soul laid bare and my body relaxed. Ready to take whatever is to be thrown my way.
Guilt and shame appear to be the main drivers of the current depression hoping that they wil be cleared out , well knowing that they will be cleared out and I'll get to a next stage - I need to get better at clearing myself because getting help from a coach is proving expensive!
I simply haven't experienced anything this intense before. Along side tapping with my coach I'm
Plunging new, to be frank, terrible, depths and scaling new highs. It's mad to think tonight is my 13th night on this sub. Previously I would go through dark times on this but would not have the clarity to see them for what they were.
Women in my life are responding well to me. I'm pretty much indifferent. I'm
Becoming more content to be brutally myself, with my soul laid bare and my body relaxed. Ready to take whatever is to be thrown my way.
Guilt and shame appear to be the main drivers of the current depression hoping that they wil be cleared out , well knowing that they will be cleared out and I'll get to a next stage - I need to get better at clearing myself because getting help from a coach is proving expensive!
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
