06-01-2014, 05:34 PM
(06-01-2014, 04:06 PM)AlphaScorpio Wrote: tbh I have no real desire to go back to porn. its very easy not to watch it.
originally I stopped watching porn because I thought it would fix my motivation issues and I have noticed since stopping porn I have become extremely interested in sport again (used to like sport before porn but went off it when I started watching porn)
I don't do nofap but I try to limit myself to once a week because I feel fatigued if I do it too often.
tbh sarge I think people should do whatever the **** they wanna do if you like porn why not watch porn? I am not anti porn I am just simply happy and perfectly comfortable without it.
Yeah I totally agree. Your life, do with it as you please. I think the problem with self-improvement is the sometimes-accompanying desire to be "perfect" or "get it right the first time from here on out".
Either way, I was on the fence with it for a while, but in the end, it just comes down to if you're being true to yourself or not.
Today, for example, I did so much porn I felt like a cocaine junkie out of my mind. I went to the mall to get some tea, and ended up chatting with 6 girls in different shops, making them laugh a LOT. They weren't all that attractive, but the point is I was free and spontaneous, and that's what counts.
I notice when I deliberately try to keep myself from porn, I am so in my head it's ridiculous. I'm pretty sure it's because I'm just trying to control myself in some way.
Anyhow, what's next for you?
