AM6 Journal

["Q"]

am I seriously resisting everything in this stage?

Hi AlphaScorpio, could you elaborate a bit on how you feel you are "resisting" the program. Are you sure that you are resisting the program (i.e. nothing much is happening)? or, is it that life seems a bit crap at the moment (i.e. still experiencing lots of hate, anger, jealousy, etc)? If it is the second option, then that is a sign that the program IS working.

For me, during AM6, (recurring) issues have arisen, which have been quite strong. Experiencing loads of fear, hate, anger, guilt, shame, etc. might not seem like a positive thing to happen during a personal development program, but it actually is. It is only when you re-experience these recurring issues that you can choose to observe, feel, accept and then finally let go of them. After then, you will tend to attract less of those events that trigger the recurring issues, and even if the same "triggering" events re-occurred, you would be less effected.

Actually, that is the core tenet of all spiritual / personal development (or it should be), and Shannon summed up AM6's role to that here:

AM6 makes you deal with issues you have buried instead of dealing with. It's part of the healing process.