02-13-2014, 10:18 PM
(This post was last modified: 02-13-2014, 11:25 PM by AlphaScorpio.)
Stage 2 day 15 - Woke up at 4am feeling shit and started thinking about everything again. Felt very negative like I'm stuck and can't move on. Frustration is very present at the moment. I'm spending more time inside on the computer playing games, surfing the net, hiding from the world.
EDIT - It seems I had another random bout of depression/frustration I remember having several of these during AM5. I guess it's better than feeling nothing.
Another thing is during/after the bout I am having the funny warm sensation in my lower abdomen again like I did in stage 1...
EDIT - It seems I had another random bout of depression/frustration I remember having several of these during AM5. I guess it's better than feeling nothing.
Another thing is during/after the bout I am having the funny warm sensation in my lower abdomen again like I did in stage 1...