02-12-2014, 11:32 PM
(This post was last modified: 02-12-2014, 11:46 PM by AlphaScorpio.)
So it's been 2 weeks on stage 2. to be honest I am really confused, on some level it's like AM6 is doing f all and then when I think about it, it seems to be doing some subtle stuff, but who knows.
Think I'll shave my head to a grade 3 and get that crazy skin head look back, get back into hitting the gym. Need to touch up on the scruffy beard and get some kind of fashion sense apart from tracksuits and gym tops :p I can't wait for stage 3 I want to get as much dominance training as possible and I don't care if I become a complete jerk for a while.
My passion for sport is really coming back since starting AM6 though... watching the football, playing fifa with mates, playing football with randoms on full size pitches and scoring goals every game... wtf when did I get good at football?of course I need some more practice and experience but the last time I played it was when I was 9 years old ffs. I am 99% sure this has something to do with AM6, I think my greatest gift has been sport and athletics but I most definately repressed it during my early teens. My parents and coaches had always said I was a natural.. how did I just ignore all that potential...Fuck just imagine where you'd be now if you continued with football and rugby. I guess this must be AM6 drawing this out and shoving my gifts right in my face. I want to play more sport and get involved more, will hopefully be going to some regular training sessions in the future.
TLDR; sport side of life is getting pretty cool, although still confused about the alpha side... maybe they are linked somehow?
Think I'll shave my head to a grade 3 and get that crazy skin head look back, get back into hitting the gym. Need to touch up on the scruffy beard and get some kind of fashion sense apart from tracksuits and gym tops :p I can't wait for stage 3 I want to get as much dominance training as possible and I don't care if I become a complete jerk for a while.
My passion for sport is really coming back since starting AM6 though... watching the football, playing fifa with mates, playing football with randoms on full size pitches and scoring goals every game... wtf when did I get good at football?of course I need some more practice and experience but the last time I played it was when I was 9 years old ffs. I am 99% sure this has something to do with AM6, I think my greatest gift has been sport and athletics but I most definately repressed it during my early teens. My parents and coaches had always said I was a natural.. how did I just ignore all that potential...Fuck just imagine where you'd be now if you continued with football and rugby. I guess this must be AM6 drawing this out and shoving my gifts right in my face. I want to play more sport and get involved more, will hopefully be going to some regular training sessions in the future.
TLDR; sport side of life is getting pretty cool, although still confused about the alpha side... maybe they are linked somehow?