01-01-2014, 06:04 AM
(This post was last modified: 01-01-2014, 07:27 AM by AlphaScorpio.)
I do feel emotions being surfaced/healed but it feels very subtle, last night i sent a happy new year text to everyone just cause I genuinely wished people a happy new year and wanted to show them that. I also talked to the girl who I was going to have sex with but it didn't work she said I don't want to talk to you and said a few other things that struck a nerve but I just said to her that my intent wasn't to talk to her about it but to wish her a happy new year. twas genuine I felt.
I think I'm forgiving people that hurt me...
Had 2 old people come over for dinner and I felt quite socially anxious fearing judgment most likely also felt some shame/low self worth come up
@fonzy haha afraid it'll be the end of the journey til I can take a good guess at what the secret surprise is lol
I think I'm forgiving people that hurt me...
Had 2 old people come over for dinner and I felt quite socially anxious fearing judgment most likely also felt some shame/low self worth come up
@fonzy haha afraid it'll be the end of the journey til I can take a good guess at what the secret surprise is lol
