AM6

[Topaz]

Hey man you write everyday mostly one sentence usually something not significant or understandable to us..

Can you please share how you feel and summarize maybe each week or so?

I read your journal every few days but can't understand what you are going through yet

[Sky]

Stage 2 Day 26: tired, haven't been going to the gym

[Sky]

Hey man you write everyday mostly one sentence usually something not significant or understandable to us..

Can you please share how you feel and summarize maybe each week or so?

I read your journal every few days but can't understand what you are going through yet

Hey topaz, I just journal to keep track of my days.

In terms of how I feel, I feel more motivated to move back to the big city and find a higher salary job. I applied to specific jobs in the big city just recently and AM6 might be part of why I feel motivated to do that. I signed up for six or 7 gyms through a special fitness membership that I have through my company to get into better shape. I have been socializing really well with my friends. I'm keeping up with my masters, but am feeling demotivated to do homework right away, so I procrastinate. Mainly because I've been watching anime.

I think the biggest change is the job applications and the willingness to get fit.

Also, I talk more confidently without ahs and ums.

Hope this helps. Feel free to ask me whenever about my results or feelings on the sub.

[Topaz]

Wow it's sounds really good!
Thank you for sharing
I think my next run through will be much better than the last one

[Sky]

I'm beginning to think that my fear of not learning fast enough or forever causes me anxiety and unrest. When, in fact, I'm learning all the time and don't need to stress myself out. All I want to do is learn data science.

[Sky]

stage 2 day 27: dreamed about moving to the big city My mom was alive in the dream and helping me pick an apartment. My dad and brother were there too.

[Sky]

Stage 2 Day 28: (had to add a day due to low volume the day before): I hung out with friends yesterday. They were new people I met with through a girl I went on a date with. I'm mature enough to realize that some girls are interested and some aren't or some aren't ready. It's a multi-varied equation. Either way, met some new people yesterday. Friend manifestation? Lol

[Sky]

Stage 2 Day 29: new day.

[Sky]

Stage 2 day 30: new day

[Sky]

stage 2 day 31: new day

[Sky]

Stage 2 Day 32: last day of stage 2

[Sky]

Stage 3 day 1: had a pretty wild dream. I dreamed about making eye contact with a girl in passing while going on a walk with my friend and seeing her later with her friend and us recognizing each other. We exchanged contact info and found we had a lot of mutual friends in common. She made fun of the size of my dick in the dream, and I laughed it off saying it's not that big! Other stuff in the dream like sitting next to my manager to get work done happened too.

In real life, I know what direction I want to go in with my career so I feel good about that.

[Sky]

Stage 3 day 2: new day, dreamed about dirty dishes and a cockroach.

[Sky]

Stage 3 day 3: new day and heavy dreaming