06-07-2012, 03:11 PM
(This post was last modified: 06-07-2012, 03:13 PM by FunkeyMonkey.)
Small Update:
I'm getting more easily annoyed with people. I can sometimes get annoyed with people anyway so I'm not a stranger to that but it seems to have been amped up to the extreme recently.
Last night I got super annoyed with a friend and I gave him major shit. Ended up calling him today to apologize.
This guy tends to have this 'I'm losing in life' mentality. And he always seems like he wants to be someone other than who he really is. It's hard to describe but its almost an energy he gives off that I can sense when I am around him. He's a super "nice" guy, but it tends to annoy me and last night it sent me over the top. I did feel a little bad about it but partly but I was feeling more like I need new friends.
I feel that I might have just been taking out my own frustrations on him so I don't really feel good about it. It doesn't really feel like progress to me. Definitely not a good thing to lash out at people. Better off just walking away or letting the water run down the back so to speak.
I've been noticing that another friend of mine has been saying these little negative things to me. Not insults, but just comments that are negative. Lately this has been annoying the shit out of me too.
Been feeling like I really don't need this shit, I'd rather just hang out alone.
I'm assuming it's related to the subs but not really sure.
I met a guy the other day in passing who had this really present, clear, direct, yet compassionate way about him and I found myself thinking, "I need more friends like this guy, this dude is awesome." I just felt totally drawn to the guy.
Anyway, that's it for now.
I'm getting more easily annoyed with people. I can sometimes get annoyed with people anyway so I'm not a stranger to that but it seems to have been amped up to the extreme recently.
Last night I got super annoyed with a friend and I gave him major shit. Ended up calling him today to apologize.
This guy tends to have this 'I'm losing in life' mentality. And he always seems like he wants to be someone other than who he really is. It's hard to describe but its almost an energy he gives off that I can sense when I am around him. He's a super "nice" guy, but it tends to annoy me and last night it sent me over the top. I did feel a little bad about it but partly but I was feeling more like I need new friends.
I feel that I might have just been taking out my own frustrations on him so I don't really feel good about it. It doesn't really feel like progress to me. Definitely not a good thing to lash out at people. Better off just walking away or letting the water run down the back so to speak.
I've been noticing that another friend of mine has been saying these little negative things to me. Not insults, but just comments that are negative. Lately this has been annoying the shit out of me too.
Been feeling like I really don't need this shit, I'd rather just hang out alone.
I'm assuming it's related to the subs but not really sure.
I met a guy the other day in passing who had this really present, clear, direct, yet compassionate way about him and I found myself thinking, "I need more friends like this guy, this dude is awesome." I just felt totally drawn to the guy.
Anyway, that's it for now.
