10-27-2013, 08:03 AM
(This post was last modified: 10-27-2013, 08:04 AM by AlphaScorpio.)
anger anger fucking anger
I've had the most stressful, hateful and angry few days that I can remember having in a long time.
The slightest criticism or offense that a friend or family member makes and I want to go fucking mad. I'm also angry at myself for all the stupid stuff I do, loosing my keys, getting kicked out of my courses, getting a parking ticket everything is just piling on and it makes me want to go fucking insane.
Mum tells me that I should keep my room clean like every other normal person - makes me wanna flip
Friend (or so called friend) says I'm gay because I got ED with a girl - makes me wanna go absolutely nuts
Dad tells me I'm irresponsible and pathetic - makes me wanna kick in all the doors of my house
this girl calls me a faggot - makes me wanna punch someone
What's really stressing me out is that a few people have said I'm gay and a faggot, this really puzzles me because I know I'm not gay, I watch girls on pornhub, I went out with girls, I find girls attractive, yes I'm still full of doubt and disbelief and lack confidence with girls but HOW IN HELL DOES THIS MAKE ME GAY!? I am also puzzled at why this even bothers me if I know I'm not gay. I think it's shame about what other people think about me. all my life shame shame shame.
I've had the most stressful, hateful and angry few days that I can remember having in a long time.
The slightest criticism or offense that a friend or family member makes and I want to go fucking mad. I'm also angry at myself for all the stupid stuff I do, loosing my keys, getting kicked out of my courses, getting a parking ticket everything is just piling on and it makes me want to go fucking insane.
Mum tells me that I should keep my room clean like every other normal person - makes me wanna flip
Friend (or so called friend) says I'm gay because I got ED with a girl - makes me wanna go absolutely nuts
Dad tells me I'm irresponsible and pathetic - makes me wanna kick in all the doors of my house
this girl calls me a faggot - makes me wanna punch someone
What's really stressing me out is that a few people have said I'm gay and a faggot, this really puzzles me because I know I'm not gay, I watch girls on pornhub, I went out with girls, I find girls attractive, yes I'm still full of doubt and disbelief and lack confidence with girls but HOW IN HELL DOES THIS MAKE ME GAY!? I am also puzzled at why this even bothers me if I know I'm not gay. I think it's shame about what other people think about me. all my life shame shame shame.
