10-23-2013, 06:34 PM
(10-23-2013, 04:34 PM)AlphaScorpio Wrote:(10-23-2013, 04:13 PM)SargeMaximus Wrote: Wait a minute. What about that girl you had sex with? Wasn't that out of the ordinary?
Hard to believe you got NOTHING out of it.
Aha, unfortunately I didn't have sex with her, I said I was planning on doing so but I got ED.
I haven't got nothing from it, but I haven't got very much change either, I still feel the same basically. I've had short term change that either disappears or reverts back to old behaviors/attitudes.
Interesting. In my case, I just feel like I'm wearing chains in some areas (women and socializing, mostly), while I still feel very confident and comfortable no matter what.
So, I can be around a gorgeous woman, feel comfortable, at ease, confident, but feel a sort of internal prison holding me from anything to do with her. Thinking about her, looking at her, starting to talk to her, it's like it all depends on her and I can't do anything until I have permission.
My coach suggests I look for internal beliefs.
As for your incident, I do remember that, but I thought you two scheduled it for another time?
Either way, sounds like some strong resistance. What do you think causes it or why do you think AM has not been as successful as you would like?