06-17-2013, 04:34 AM
Stage 2 - Day - 26: Today I had a quick chat with my grandmother about the argument last night. She asked me why I push away those closest to me? Why do you try to make people dislike you? I said the problem is that I've always tried too hard to make people like me and lost a part of my identity due to sacrificing myself for others to like me. She said that's hard to believe because you treat your family like they are your rivals/enemies. She then said that her and my grandfather loved me very much but that their patience with me is running out. She also asked me if I could be more considerate of other people. Damn AM is really bringing out my fear of rejection, making me aware of it and how it affects other people as well as me this HAS to change cause it's wrecking my life and I've only just recently (since starting AM) been aware of how it's messing me up. I'm determined to finish this sub and get through it all, Stage 3 in 6 days.
Question to Shannon (if reading) Did AM help you with Rejection and being closed to people for fear that if you showed your real self they'd reject it? Assuming of course that you had this problem in the first place.
@Alec & Ray How far are you guys in your journey? You finished an AM set yet?
Question to Shannon (if reading) Did AM help you with Rejection and being closed to people for fear that if you showed your real self they'd reject it? Assuming of course that you had this problem in the first place.
@Alec & Ray How far are you guys in your journey? You finished an AM set yet?
