A New Way of Being - OF V3 5.75G

[Tao374]

Day 71, I'm in a really bad place. My Betaness is at an all time high. I'm getting friend zoned constantly and I get mad temporarily then relieved that no one is testing me and I won't fail now. I've never felt like this before. I want to have sex but I don't feel right at all. This sub is doing something to me. I'm even taking testosterone boasting herbs to try to find any slight sense of masculinity right now. The farther I get into this sub run and the farther I get away from running ASC the less positive experiences I have with Women. I had sex once but I think it was mainly because of the alcohol. She told me last night that she just isn't sexually attracted to me but was the first time she met me. Then said I was never the same person sense the first day she met me. Guess what I was running ASC then. I've been waiting on the updated ASC for several years now. I listened to one loop of it last night and one this morning first thing. I don't intend to stop using OF either. I realize this is in violation of the policy and wont expect a refund. I have never asked for one on any sub. I always assume if one doesn't work I did something wrong or wasn't ready (most have for me to some degree).