Jake and NOMAD thanks for the feedback, I will try to keep my journal more up to date than I have in the past.
A little over two weeks into this run and I hit a bad phase. I went through a 5-day period of pretty bad choices. Mostly centered around a couple nights out drinking around the wrong crowd. It got me out of my routine of working out, reading, meditating, eating healthy, etc. My body and mind are mostly recovered now. I was reading a book last night and had a moment of clarity both mentally and emotionally. Sometimes I expect things to happen in a certain way or in a certain time frame. Life doesn’t always work this way. I need to renew my sense of faith/confidence and trust that good things are coming as long as I stick to my path. Feeling focused and motivated again today.
Cycle 5 starts tonight.
A little over two weeks into this run and I hit a bad phase. I went through a 5-day period of pretty bad choices. Mostly centered around a couple nights out drinking around the wrong crowd. It got me out of my routine of working out, reading, meditating, eating healthy, etc. My body and mind are mostly recovered now. I was reading a book last night and had a moment of clarity both mentally and emotionally. Sometimes I expect things to happen in a certain way or in a certain time frame. Life doesn’t always work this way. I need to renew my sense of faith/confidence and trust that good things are coming as long as I stick to my path. Feeling focused and motivated again today.
Cycle 5 starts tonight.
Sub history approximate total usage in months: ASC 5G -2.5 / EPRHA 5G - 3 / LTU 5G – 9 / AM 5G – 13 / E2 5.5G – 15 / DMSI 5.5G – 4 / LTU 5.5G – 11 / UMS 5.75G – 3 / OF V2 5.75G - 1.5 / E4 5.75G - 9.25 / OF V3 5.75G - Current
