01-04-2016, 11:13 PM
(This post was last modified: 01-04-2016, 11:15 PM by hiddenalias.)
(01-01-2016, 12:57 PM)apollolux Wrote: The main winter holidays are come and gone, and anger and sexual frustration continue to mount. I spent Christmas alone and crying, angry that I continue to do the work but other people like the one-itis who led me to seek out self-improvement solutions like subs who don't do the work and aren't deserving have good fortune handed to them.
The TV show "My Name is Earl" had it right about karma: Where's the good?
Fortunately for me, I had some money for the New Year's Sale, so I will soon run BIABWS+DAOS.
I finally notice your external results creeping in.......I am just afraid of breaking down and crying too when and if I start using ASC; I know it means that the sub is working but man I am afraid of feeling that cuz right now I am "happy" or am I? Deep rooted feelings of unhappiness may be present in my subconscious that I've blocked away over the years.....might come to surface?? I know it will have to be done but man I am afraid of going thru that "sad tearful moment"
