Before I start, here's an abridged breakdown of what I expect to deal with during this run of EPRHA, knowing that the end result will likely instead be dealing with some but not all:
This list could likely have been longer, but I'm pretty sure that if the three boldfaced ones are tackled and dealt with successfully the overwhelming majority of everything else will likely follow as well.
Please note that until last week I only ever sought professional help and am still regularly seeing a therapist as part of a tangentially related school agreement.
- Fear of inadequacy, and other varying degrees and variations of "not being good enough"
- Impostor syndrome and the worry that I'm simply fooling myself that my supposed progress is real
- Guilt about being powerless during certain events of my life
- Guilt about being a big fish in a small pond so often in my life
- Shame about growing up in poverty
- Shame about desiring certain women for certain reasons
- Fear of rejection
- Fear of letting people down
- Fear of not being manly enough (added 07/21)
This list could likely have been longer, but I'm pretty sure that if the three boldfaced ones are tackled and dealt with successfully the overwhelming majority of everything else will likely follow as well.
Please note that until last week I only ever sought professional help and am still regularly seeing a therapist as part of a tangentially related school agreement.
A Better Alex (ISTJ): EPRHA → ASC → AM6 → …
A Sexy Alex (ESTJ-T): BIABWS+DAOS → DMSI → …
A Better Alex (ENFJ-T): AM6 → …
A Sexy Alex (ESTJ-T): BIABWS+DAOS → DMSI → …
A Better Alex (ENFJ-T): AM6 → …