6G bonanza J & RM vol. 2 (OGSF v3)

[Have at ye]

Day 6/93, OGSF v3

So I put on OGSF... or so I thought! I'm listening, listening, and I'm like, "hey, this is a different wonky sensation than I had before" and then I checked and I mistakenly put on OSC, lol.

So now I'm back to OGSF, haha. I did preemptively remove the old playlist with OSC from my media player so that I don't slip up again.

I'm currently feeling pretty good, went to a thingy yesterday even though I did not really feel like it but I'm glad I did. Anyway, going to see my analyst lady today. I figure my resentment towards her is also a form of transference, haha.

I currently feel slightly disinterested with things and people, and somewhat distracted, and honestly had I the means to do so, I'd shut myself off from people and the world until I'm done healing and clearing trauma. But life goes on, oyy.

[Have at ye]

OGSF v3, Day 7/93

I'm feeling better emotionally and all that, but I did break my diet yesterday and now I feel fat.

Hints of wonky sensations still.

[Have at ye]

Day 8/93, OGSF v3

Started getting some slight changes in internal wonky sensations. Feeling better, not experiencing anxiety/fear as much or as often, although I do feel a little bit down. Getting some dreams.