04-08-2014, 01:34 PM
Incredible..
Last night I had a sexual dream where I had sex with a mature but beautiful blonde in her apartment, which looked nostalgic. It was very sexual, I was really turned and I liked it a lot.
I had to watch some porn today with beautiful blondes because of that. The urge to masturbate was there. I haven't masturbated for a month though and don't see myself do it either (personal reasons).
Also I did not really get hard but I definitely liked it a lot.
I don't know what it means since my girlfriend is not blonde and is not that "model" hot.
Today I felt pretty normal at home. When I went to the gym, I was very grounded.
A guy I met months ago and had a brief talk at the gym started to chat me up. Also started to chat up with another guy, who was a teacher.
It felt like a very normal thing.
I had the feeling of being in my own world and I had a good sense of controlling my attention naturally.
It's a great kind of intuition and I felt extremely comfortable in my own skin all the time.
Let's see what else we'll experience :-)
Last night I had a sexual dream where I had sex with a mature but beautiful blonde in her apartment, which looked nostalgic. It was very sexual, I was really turned and I liked it a lot.
I had to watch some porn today with beautiful blondes because of that. The urge to masturbate was there. I haven't masturbated for a month though and don't see myself do it either (personal reasons).
Also I did not really get hard but I definitely liked it a lot.
I don't know what it means since my girlfriend is not blonde and is not that "model" hot.
Today I felt pretty normal at home. When I went to the gym, I was very grounded.
A guy I met months ago and had a brief talk at the gym started to chat me up. Also started to chat up with another guy, who was a teacher.
It felt like a very normal thing.
I had the feeling of being in my own world and I had a good sense of controlling my attention naturally.
It's a great kind of intuition and I felt extremely comfortable in my own skin all the time.
Let's see what else we'll experience :-)
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
