01-14-2014, 06:28 AM
STAGE 5 - DAY 9 - Tumult
Dreams
I’ve had some few dreams lately. They were all about me having enough of the bullshit situation I was in with other people and they were like sheep, so I finally take the lead and do something about the situation.
I guess it’s AM doing it’s work :-)
Woman
Yesterday I went to the movies with my girlfriend. We saw “The Wolf of Wall Street” which is a great movie. I highly recommend it, fantastic acting by Leonardo.
I had a sense that something was wrong with my girlfriend lately, so on the way home there were a bit of drama. I found out that it was because I didn’t know that I was sometimes hurting her. There were tears from both parts. We communicated and set things straight.
Some of the things I did to communicate came naturally. But the things I did that hurt her wasn’t something I did on purpose. No one has ever taught me how to properly treat a woman you are in a relationship with. Besides that, studying so much stuff about picking up girls in the past can mess with your head.
It was painful & new and I’m grateful for that it happened.
One thing I asked her was, how she wanted me to react when she got hurt, “I don’t know.. just hold me.. even if I say ‘get away!’, don’t let me go and just hold me”.
You can learn so much about woman by being open & curious with one.
How’s my habit-experiment going?
I already have some struggles to do green juice every morning and also writing the 800 words but they are my first priority, so I still do them even with resistance.
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
