06-04-2017, 05:44 PM
I can't escape these deep fears of loneliness. But today I came to aknowledge the feeling instead of trying to escape from it. When I reflect on my childhood I see that I've always felt afraid of being alone. I could never play alone and always desperately wanted to be part of a group—themes that continue to this day in adult form.
I don't think medicating with friends and women is the answer. I need to come to terms with these feelings of loneliness and stop being afraid. I need to love myself and let my love shine through. I don't know how that makes sense but it does.
I don't think medicating with friends and women is the answer. I need to come to terms with these feelings of loneliness and stop being afraid. I need to love myself and let my love shine through. I don't know how that makes sense but it does.