04-13-2016, 05:29 AM
(04-12-2016, 10:07 AM)4Kingdoms Wrote:(04-12-2016, 08:48 AM)MadTheReaper Wrote: Have you gotten the urge to apologize to someone you might have hurt in the past?
I did. It might have something to do with guilt.
Quite the opposite... People that hurt me in my past, that I feel owe me an apology and didn't apologize. I have been able to pretend they don't exist, in my memory their actions that hurt me are like a movie I watched and had no effect on me.
I know they exist because I see and interact with them. EHPRA 2.0 has given me the ability to smile and laugh around them without having to act fake. The way I feel and act are genuine.
I can see from the expression on their face and body language that my actions make them feel uncomfortable, they know that I'm not faking it and they aren't sure how I'm able to feel so at ease around them. The power they had over me is gone.
I can completely relate to this as this has been my viewpoint as well. I've also taken inconsideration that people, their actions and behaviours is something we can't control.
My tolerance for people's bullshit and what they do and say has reduced to the point where I'm like I don't need to associate with this person/people anymore but at the same time with other parties I can make things work depending on the circumstances which in my case would be if I'm working / studying during academic study.
Even though I've stopped using this sub a lot is still unfolding.