I've been feeling very emotional lately. I can't listen to some music lest it triggers sadness in me. A lot of up and down. Fighting depression and sadness every day.
I'm thinking about love and wanting a girlfriend a lot. I've wanted a girlfriend since I was in primary school but I've only had one real relationship my whole life (not counting open ones) and it only lasted less than a year.
I've become aware that in a lot of places in my life I'm operating from a mindset of wanting something (business, relationships, etc) rather than a mindset of having a lot to offer. Often I just don't feel like I have anything of value to offer.
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I want to record a gain that I've had for some time now. I am much more accepting of myself as I am. I currently suffer from frightfully low self-confidence but I am still able to talk openly about feeling emotional lately in this post. I'm hoping the self-confidence resolves itself by the end of stage 6.
I'm thinking about love and wanting a girlfriend a lot. I've wanted a girlfriend since I was in primary school but I've only had one real relationship my whole life (not counting open ones) and it only lasted less than a year.
I've become aware that in a lot of places in my life I'm operating from a mindset of wanting something (business, relationships, etc) rather than a mindset of having a lot to offer. Often I just don't feel like I have anything of value to offer.
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I want to record a gain that I've had for some time now. I am much more accepting of myself as I am. I currently suffer from frightfully low self-confidence but I am still able to talk openly about feeling emotional lately in this post. I'm hoping the self-confidence resolves itself by the end of stage 6.