I have been using ASC 5G for a little over a month now, listening to it for about 16 hours per day on average. For something I am getting free, the results have been amazing! I could not make my mind up if I should write a testimonial or start a journal as I am really poor at updating journals, even though I started one on an online private journal to record my progress. I don't think it's the right time for me to write a testimonial as the sub has uncovered some rubbish which needs to be cleared.
I will transfer what I recorded from the private journal to here, while leaving out some personal stuff, and I will make efforts to update this regularly.
Day One
On 29-02-2016, I discovered subliminal tech. I began using one called Absolute Self Confidence from Indigo Mindlab, which is being offered for free. I am supposed to run it for a minimum of 32 days before I can start seeing results.
I am not sure if this is what I need, but one thing I am sure of is I am done being a doormat! I'm in my late 20s and I have dreams and aspirations of being a successful entrepreneur. I've been a follower all my life which I loved for the most part of it, and absolutely hated it at certain moments either because I could not do otherwise, or I was angry and envious of those leading. I believe the most part of this can be attributed to lack of self confidence. I have been made fun off as far back as I can remember which has somehow made me to live way below my potential.
Anyway, before I go off a tangent, I started this sub to get my confidence back. I must say I had certain conflict in starting it because I am Mr Nice Guy, and I fear losing my friends when the sub starts taking effect. You see the irony? I fear not being a doormat any more! Other users have experienced a complete change in personality which caused their friends to be alienated from them because of their new found self worth. There is a thin line between being a douche and being assertive. "Good guys" see assertiveness as being a jerk and wonder why the girls go for the jerks. smh
Day 4our
Still progressing with the sub, and yet to notice a major change. I should not be bothered as this is just the fourth day. I still felt nervous when talking to a room full of people. I notice I try to "make" the sub work by intellectualising my every action instead of just allowing the sub to do it's thing naturally.
I am noticing changes in my desires, and I'm becoming aware of irrational thought patterns. Alpha Males are not jerks, that I know definitely. Last week I thought otherwise. I can now see the direction my life will take if ...... no, WHEN I become Alpha.
I used to apologise a lot but I now stop myself before I apologise unnecessarily. One apology from someone who hardly apologises is more genuine than the excuses of someone who apologises ten times per hour. When used the at the right time, apologies make you look cool, otherwise it's a sign of being an utter wimp.
Day 5ive
I am noticing a gradual change in perception of my personality and women. I have not got much experience with women, partly because of my [Rule 4] believes and also, as I am beginning to accept the truth, because of a lack of self confidence. I always looked at a girl as wife material before I started a relationship with her. On one hand, it kept me from being promiscuous, but on another hand, it further ingrained a sense of neediness within me. I did not realise it, but I was looking for someone to complete me, which surprisingly is the opposite of what I believed about myself. I thought I was 'complete'.
On the bright side, I am happy I did not pursue many relationships as I might have ended up more heartbroken as the girls would probably have left me because of my neediness and lack of self confidence. Every girl who is "wife material" deserves a man who is a leader and not some needy wimp! Truth hurts but it's making me better. One good thing about this sub is that it lets me to by myself become aware of the junk I am carrying, than have someone else point them out to me. Sure, we need each other to become better, but in this case I have no one to accuse of being mean or arrogant for pointing out my faults.
Day .... Lost Count
So, it has been ages since I last updated this journal. I have not noticed a monumental change, yet, but there has been a change. It has been subtle, slowly arresting my subconscious and disciplining the junk it carried. I almost do not sense the positive change due to the fact that the new me, though relatively new, seems to be the old me. That is, I am forgetting about the neediness, the approval seeking, the doormat mindset etc which has been a part of my life all these years. Instead, I am beginning to see myself in a new light - I am a genuine, self approved, self loving, self confident, non-beggarly person. I still have a long way to go, but I took off long ago.
PS: I realised I was mixing subs after about five days of starting ASC. I used ASC and Stress Relief for three or four days before realising my mistake so I had to quit using subs for a few days.
Day .. Two days ago
The naturaliser has been working hard for me and I almost fail to see the changes that are taking place. I am like "I have always been this way". Nope!! I have come a long way and I have the subs to thank for my progress.
I have seen major improvements in my lifestyle: I am more health conscious in terms of the food I eat; my fashion sense has improved; I have a greater desire to be physically active; I am seeing the advantage of living life on my own terms and not on the opinions of others. There is a great improvement in eye contact.
The sub has also made me become aware of HUGE amounts of junk in my subconscious. I plan to do EPRHA 2.0 after this to deal with all that stuff. I grew up in a culture which punished kids and even teenagers for making eye contacts with elders, for example. My childhood can be described as walking on eggshells, both in school and at home. Corporal punishment was the norm, and verbal abuse was unavoidable. I am in my late twenties and I still find my heart racing when someone gets upset about something I did or said, especially at work. I am aware that it has to do with my upbringing, where physical pain (a slap, a knock on the head etc), and floods of insults always occurred in such moments.
Though I have become conscious of the junk stated above, I am slowly, but surely growing out of it. Two days ago, I was at a drop in centre where people go to for advice on different issues, and share a cup of tea. There were limited seats when I got in, but I noticed two empty chairs around a table with three guys. I asked for a chair but was told there were all occupied by their friends. A few minutes later, I got an empty seat just next to their table. About 15 minutes later, those two chairs were still empty, and they refused to give it up to a guy who needed it. I got upset and called them out on their BS. I stood my ground and insisted they gave up the chairs which they did. My heart was racing more than 180 mph, but I was able to overcome that fear and put on a poker face. This is really a major thing for me as I would NEVER have done this before ASC.
I can go on an on about the changes I have been experiencing in this area. I think I will achieve better results with other subs if I run EPRHA 2.0, but for now I think I will run ASC up until May.
I will transfer what I recorded from the private journal to here, while leaving out some personal stuff, and I will make efforts to update this regularly.
Day One
On 29-02-2016, I discovered subliminal tech. I began using one called Absolute Self Confidence from Indigo Mindlab, which is being offered for free. I am supposed to run it for a minimum of 32 days before I can start seeing results.
I am not sure if this is what I need, but one thing I am sure of is I am done being a doormat! I'm in my late 20s and I have dreams and aspirations of being a successful entrepreneur. I've been a follower all my life which I loved for the most part of it, and absolutely hated it at certain moments either because I could not do otherwise, or I was angry and envious of those leading. I believe the most part of this can be attributed to lack of self confidence. I have been made fun off as far back as I can remember which has somehow made me to live way below my potential.
Anyway, before I go off a tangent, I started this sub to get my confidence back. I must say I had certain conflict in starting it because I am Mr Nice Guy, and I fear losing my friends when the sub starts taking effect. You see the irony? I fear not being a doormat any more! Other users have experienced a complete change in personality which caused their friends to be alienated from them because of their new found self worth. There is a thin line between being a douche and being assertive. "Good guys" see assertiveness as being a jerk and wonder why the girls go for the jerks. smh
Day 4our
Still progressing with the sub, and yet to notice a major change. I should not be bothered as this is just the fourth day. I still felt nervous when talking to a room full of people. I notice I try to "make" the sub work by intellectualising my every action instead of just allowing the sub to do it's thing naturally.
I am noticing changes in my desires, and I'm becoming aware of irrational thought patterns. Alpha Males are not jerks, that I know definitely. Last week I thought otherwise. I can now see the direction my life will take if ...... no, WHEN I become Alpha.
I used to apologise a lot but I now stop myself before I apologise unnecessarily. One apology from someone who hardly apologises is more genuine than the excuses of someone who apologises ten times per hour. When used the at the right time, apologies make you look cool, otherwise it's a sign of being an utter wimp.
Day 5ive
I am noticing a gradual change in perception of my personality and women. I have not got much experience with women, partly because of my [Rule 4] believes and also, as I am beginning to accept the truth, because of a lack of self confidence. I always looked at a girl as wife material before I started a relationship with her. On one hand, it kept me from being promiscuous, but on another hand, it further ingrained a sense of neediness within me. I did not realise it, but I was looking for someone to complete me, which surprisingly is the opposite of what I believed about myself. I thought I was 'complete'.
On the bright side, I am happy I did not pursue many relationships as I might have ended up more heartbroken as the girls would probably have left me because of my neediness and lack of self confidence. Every girl who is "wife material" deserves a man who is a leader and not some needy wimp! Truth hurts but it's making me better. One good thing about this sub is that it lets me to by myself become aware of the junk I am carrying, than have someone else point them out to me. Sure, we need each other to become better, but in this case I have no one to accuse of being mean or arrogant for pointing out my faults.
Day .... Lost Count
So, it has been ages since I last updated this journal. I have not noticed a monumental change, yet, but there has been a change. It has been subtle, slowly arresting my subconscious and disciplining the junk it carried. I almost do not sense the positive change due to the fact that the new me, though relatively new, seems to be the old me. That is, I am forgetting about the neediness, the approval seeking, the doormat mindset etc which has been a part of my life all these years. Instead, I am beginning to see myself in a new light - I am a genuine, self approved, self loving, self confident, non-beggarly person. I still have a long way to go, but I took off long ago.
PS: I realised I was mixing subs after about five days of starting ASC. I used ASC and Stress Relief for three or four days before realising my mistake so I had to quit using subs for a few days.
Day .. Two days ago
The naturaliser has been working hard for me and I almost fail to see the changes that are taking place. I am like "I have always been this way". Nope!! I have come a long way and I have the subs to thank for my progress.
I have seen major improvements in my lifestyle: I am more health conscious in terms of the food I eat; my fashion sense has improved; I have a greater desire to be physically active; I am seeing the advantage of living life on my own terms and not on the opinions of others. There is a great improvement in eye contact.
The sub has also made me become aware of HUGE amounts of junk in my subconscious. I plan to do EPRHA 2.0 after this to deal with all that stuff. I grew up in a culture which punished kids and even teenagers for making eye contacts with elders, for example. My childhood can be described as walking on eggshells, both in school and at home. Corporal punishment was the norm, and verbal abuse was unavoidable. I am in my late twenties and I still find my heart racing when someone gets upset about something I did or said, especially at work. I am aware that it has to do with my upbringing, where physical pain (a slap, a knock on the head etc), and floods of insults always occurred in such moments.
Though I have become conscious of the junk stated above, I am slowly, but surely growing out of it. Two days ago, I was at a drop in centre where people go to for advice on different issues, and share a cup of tea. There were limited seats when I got in, but I noticed two empty chairs around a table with three guys. I asked for a chair but was told there were all occupied by their friends. A few minutes later, I got an empty seat just next to their table. About 15 minutes later, those two chairs were still empty, and they refused to give it up to a guy who needed it. I got upset and called them out on their BS. I stood my ground and insisted they gave up the chairs which they did. My heart was racing more than 180 mph, but I was able to overcome that fear and put on a poker face. This is really a major thing for me as I would NEVER have done this before ASC.
I can go on an on about the changes I have been experiencing in this area. I think I will achieve better results with other subs if I run EPRHA 2.0, but for now I think I will run ASC up until May.
Confront your problems. Walk away from BS. Seek wisdom to know the difference.
