04-20-2013, 06:23 AM
Hi everyone,
I'm going to be starting a WM journey. My actual goal this time around isn't to go and find women as it has been in the past. However in the past I have not been exactly successful due to certain anxieties that I have been working on to overcome (not actively). I know that's a strange thing to work on passively but I was in a different place then and I'm in a different place now.
My goal is just to socialize and put myself out there as much as I can. Meaning if I get invited out, I will likely accept (few things I won't, for some reason I will almost never accept a poker night invite LOL). I'm never much of a bar/club person because I never enjoyed the environment, it's like the people there are there to be with each other and almost never there to meet new people.
Anyway, yesterday night I had plans but they were moved due to the manhunt search in the Boston-Cambridge area. Even though they caught said person by 8pm or so, by then my plans had already been canceled and my friends all went to do their own things for their own safety. Can't blame them.
Most interesting part of the night was right before I went to bed. I fell asleep thinking very positive thoughts about myself such as "of course women are attracted/think I'm handsome/good looking/etc." Basically I had VERY positive thoughts. This is different than how I ever felt. Reading back on my personal notes on last years journey through SM2011, I noticed the difference in thinking already, last year I was adjusting to the possibility of certain thoughts about myself, and this time around I have already seemingly accepted certain thoughts about myself. Either this is one powerful sub (which it is) or I am readily accepting the thoughts programmed in my mind because I have been running subs for almost 2 years now. It's probably a combination of both.
Anyhow, I'll keep you all updated and if you have any questions you would like to ask I will do my best to answer them.
Good luck all to your subliminal journey. I know I'll be having even more fun this time around.
I'm going to be starting a WM journey. My actual goal this time around isn't to go and find women as it has been in the past. However in the past I have not been exactly successful due to certain anxieties that I have been working on to overcome (not actively). I know that's a strange thing to work on passively but I was in a different place then and I'm in a different place now.
My goal is just to socialize and put myself out there as much as I can. Meaning if I get invited out, I will likely accept (few things I won't, for some reason I will almost never accept a poker night invite LOL). I'm never much of a bar/club person because I never enjoyed the environment, it's like the people there are there to be with each other and almost never there to meet new people.
Anyway, yesterday night I had plans but they were moved due to the manhunt search in the Boston-Cambridge area. Even though they caught said person by 8pm or so, by then my plans had already been canceled and my friends all went to do their own things for their own safety. Can't blame them.
Most interesting part of the night was right before I went to bed. I fell asleep thinking very positive thoughts about myself such as "of course women are attracted/think I'm handsome/good looking/etc." Basically I had VERY positive thoughts. This is different than how I ever felt. Reading back on my personal notes on last years journey through SM2011, I noticed the difference in thinking already, last year I was adjusting to the possibility of certain thoughts about myself, and this time around I have already seemingly accepted certain thoughts about myself. Either this is one powerful sub (which it is) or I am readily accepting the thoughts programmed in my mind because I have been running subs for almost 2 years now. It's probably a combination of both.
Anyhow, I'll keep you all updated and if you have any questions you would like to ask I will do my best to answer them.
Good luck all to your subliminal journey. I know I'll be having even more fun this time around.