07-18-2019, 10:58 PM
Day 245
Last night I was so tired that I went to sleep immediately upon lying down. I woke up around 3 am and noticed that I was not listening to the sub. I put on my sleep phones and started my run of the sub. I woke up better than yesterday. I kind of feel that the sub is disturbing me. I do not know how to describe the feeling. You know when your parents are pushy and you do not want to do something and you have no choice. It is kind of that feeling. I do not feel comfortable and feel pushed / pressurized somehow.
Today my father offered to loan me some money as he said I am tight on cash now. I never mentioned to him about my latest cash situation but maybe he guessed on overall situation. I did not accept his offer as I hope to manage it and also counting on UMS from next month.
The business is growing now slowly and slowly, I am still injecting cash in it and giving it time. It is growing but at a snail pace.
Last night I was so tired that I went to sleep immediately upon lying down. I woke up around 3 am and noticed that I was not listening to the sub. I put on my sleep phones and started my run of the sub. I woke up better than yesterday. I kind of feel that the sub is disturbing me. I do not know how to describe the feeling. You know when your parents are pushy and you do not want to do something and you have no choice. It is kind of that feeling. I do not feel comfortable and feel pushed / pressurized somehow.
Today my father offered to loan me some money as he said I am tight on cash now. I never mentioned to him about my latest cash situation but maybe he guessed on overall situation. I did not accept his offer as I hope to manage it and also counting on UMS from next month.
The business is growing now slowly and slowly, I am still injecting cash in it and giving it time. It is growing but at a snail pace.
E1 182 days: E2 127 days: USLM3 317 days: UMS 210 days...