01-29-2019, 02:42 AM
Day 74
I had a break of 2 days on Saturday and Sunday. By Monday when I started the sub, I was irritated, emotional, sensitive. I was going with my family somewhere and things got irritating for me. I spent the rest of the day talking minimally. Although I listened to the sub during the day, it just made me relaxed but I was disturbed inside.
Business goal - I am hardly moving. I am stuckup in some issues which I am unable to find a solution. Then I made a facebook account and page for my business. 2 days later facebook disabled my account. I submitted ID and picture, but so far no response. I am feeling very depressed and demotivated.
Training goal - I got invited to an overseas meeting which was shorter than what I wanted. Now it seems that is also in trouble. The travel agent messed up and I am still waiting for my visa and hoping to get it in time. I have got another overseas meeting invitation for a nice location but there is not enough time to get visa.
Sexual Performance - There was not much improvement in the past. The doctor has now changed the medicine and gave some supplements. I have also run a radionics program few times. I somehow feel changed. I know my body feels bit changed, but I do not know better or not, since i did not have sex so far.
I had a break of 2 days on Saturday and Sunday. By Monday when I started the sub, I was irritated, emotional, sensitive. I was going with my family somewhere and things got irritating for me. I spent the rest of the day talking minimally. Although I listened to the sub during the day, it just made me relaxed but I was disturbed inside.
Business goal - I am hardly moving. I am stuckup in some issues which I am unable to find a solution. Then I made a facebook account and page for my business. 2 days later facebook disabled my account. I submitted ID and picture, but so far no response. I am feeling very depressed and demotivated.
Training goal - I got invited to an overseas meeting which was shorter than what I wanted. Now it seems that is also in trouble. The travel agent messed up and I am still waiting for my visa and hoping to get it in time. I have got another overseas meeting invitation for a nice location but there is not enough time to get visa.
Sexual Performance - There was not much improvement in the past. The doctor has now changed the medicine and gave some supplements. I have also run a radionics program few times. I somehow feel changed. I know my body feels bit changed, but I do not know better or not, since i did not have sex so far.
E1 182 days: E2 127 days: USLM3 317 days: UMS 210 days...