I have a real "thing" about it. I never got to hit "normal" age milestones with women as I described. So I guess I have a real issue about getting to "I have grey hair" stage of life without ever getting any of that. I feel it's an injustice in a way. I feel I've been robbed of that whole period in between by things I don't even understand, and don't seem to have gotten rid of yet. I have enough of a problem attracting women and doing things with them, especially young ones I like, so grey hair may not make getting those ones any easier. Aside from them, it's women my age who have taken terrible care of themselves, expect a meal ticket, and/or have kids from somebody else, are also in terrible shape, and also expect a meal ticket for her and the kids. Raw deal unless I go young, which will be so much tougher with hair matching their Father. Just a bad scene.
I mentioned it because it began shortly after starting this version, so maybe it's another form of resistance, to make me what I view as unsexy etc. to resist the script. Hopefully it can be dealt with if it's a problem. If not, I'm looking into options immediately, this is scary to me.
I mentioned it because it began shortly after starting this version, so maybe it's another form of resistance, to make me what I view as unsexy etc. to resist the script. Hopefully it can be dealt with if it's a problem. If not, I'm looking into options immediately, this is scary to me.