I doubt that I am attractive to women. I feel unattractive to women when they don't take notice of me. I've tried to be someone else instead of being myself for the better part of my life because I believe that I am unattractive. I don't want to be me. It hurts to admit to myself the loser that I think I am. I am in denial. Undoubtedly a source of resistance because I resist admitting to myself who I am so that I can change.
I've been running my whole life from the loser that I think I am.
I've been running my whole life from the loser that I think I am.