02-15-2019, 05:45 AM
(02-15-2019, 02:18 AM)Mystic Pymp Wrote: DMSI 3.3.1D Day 24
Valentine's day came and went and I barely even noticed. I used to be huge downer for me, but this time it was different for 2 reasons. First one is obvious, I'm busy with other stuff. Second one though is that in the last years I had 2 girlfriends and if I somehow know that if I wanted to I'd find the next one no problem.
I'm having a lot of dreams recently around women, interestingly they are less erotic wet dreams and more romantic. I remember one dream in particular where my female friend by accident told me that she loves me, I rejected her but I hugged and comforted her. There was also one where I felt I loved my other female friend, I don't remember details though and I cannot reproduce the feeling after waking up.
What are you trying to tell me, DMSI?
That you need to love yourself before you can feel the love from someone else perhaps? Love shouldn't have to be rejected.