06-12-2017, 02:50 AM
Day 102 - 0 loops
Yep, 0 loops this time. And still yesterday was hulluva day.
I got sick. Quite badly. I was pucking like a cat actually and I have no idea why. Sure, I drunk some beer, but I can drink twice as much and be swinging on the swing no problem. I have no idea what hit me. Even now I do not feel my best, which is bad given I still have lots of work to catch up.
What was most interesting though were things about my sweetheart. I masturbated to her, something I was doing a lot in the past but maybe twice this year, and it was very spontaneous. I simply had a random thought about her and got to work.
But what's more interesting was that I dreamed about her that night. I were in a bus, going to some kind of event with my friends from Uni. Then suddenly she appeared, absolutely ignoring me like I was air. Then I realized this was a dream and I stood up and started making out with her. She was resistant but she would not push me away. The best thing is I could feel everything with my tongue and I could taste her. And while I can use all my senses while imagining things it never happens to me in dreams. I think it might have been the most vivid dream I've ever had.
I have no idea why she came back to my thoughts after all this time. Throughout entire DMSI run she gave me no sign, no IoI, no message. Interesting and almost a bit troubling as, given my history with her, she is the only person right now that could give me severe case of oneitis.
Yep, 0 loops this time. And still yesterday was hulluva day.
I got sick. Quite badly. I was pucking like a cat actually and I have no idea why. Sure, I drunk some beer, but I can drink twice as much and be swinging on the swing no problem. I have no idea what hit me. Even now I do not feel my best, which is bad given I still have lots of work to catch up.
What was most interesting though were things about my sweetheart. I masturbated to her, something I was doing a lot in the past but maybe twice this year, and it was very spontaneous. I simply had a random thought about her and got to work.
But what's more interesting was that I dreamed about her that night. I were in a bus, going to some kind of event with my friends from Uni. Then suddenly she appeared, absolutely ignoring me like I was air. Then I realized this was a dream and I stood up and started making out with her. She was resistant but she would not push me away. The best thing is I could feel everything with my tongue and I could taste her. And while I can use all my senses while imagining things it never happens to me in dreams. I think it might have been the most vivid dream I've ever had.
I have no idea why she came back to my thoughts after all this time. Throughout entire DMSI run she gave me no sign, no IoI, no message. Interesting and almost a bit troubling as, given my history with her, she is the only person right now that could give me severe case of oneitis.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4