05-28-2017, 03:52 AM
(This post was last modified: 05-28-2017, 05:03 AM by Mystic Pymp.)
Day 87 - 6 + 1 loops
It's 4th day of increased loop number and first one when I feel tired and anxious.
Adventures with my ex continue. Today she went for her family party and obviously she send me photos of her all ready for the event. And I must admit she does look beautiful. I'm not sure if she's trying to gain validation from me or simply plays me with her sexuality.
Thus far I'm getting no oneitis on her so I fair much better than last year. We'll see what will happen once we eventually meet.
Sadly on other fronts not much is going my. Who I think is my snipee seems to be well with her boyfriend and I don't think there will be opening for her anytime soon. No other external results either.
EDIT
I just finished additional loop of DMSI, ultrasonic (I listen to hybrid at night). I am supposed to listen to my subconscious and listening to it was spontaneous decision. A feel quite anxious after it but also strangely optimistic. Odd feeling.
It's 4th day of increased loop number and first one when I feel tired and anxious.
Adventures with my ex continue. Today she went for her family party and obviously she send me photos of her all ready for the event. And I must admit she does look beautiful. I'm not sure if she's trying to gain validation from me or simply plays me with her sexuality.
Thus far I'm getting no oneitis on her so I fair much better than last year. We'll see what will happen once we eventually meet.
Sadly on other fronts not much is going my. Who I think is my snipee seems to be well with her boyfriend and I don't think there will be opening for her anytime soon. No other external results either.
EDIT
I just finished additional loop of DMSI, ultrasonic (I listen to hybrid at night). I am supposed to listen to my subconscious and listening to it was spontaneous decision. A feel quite anxious after it but also strangely optimistic. Odd feeling.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4