11-06-2016, 01:37 AM
Bloody hell, is anyone else who's doing DMSI going through a rollercoaster of emotions and moods? Some days I'm angry as hell, others miserable, today feeling great. Some days I even dislike who I am and feel I should be more of a 'man'. Still have that urge to try AM6 but going to persevere with this. I'm feeling more and more frustrated about my inability to be successful with women but today I am not and I'm feeling thankful that I have my freedom to do what I want and travel where I want, whereas all my friends are in their relationships. Really interesting and confusing times going through this and more so than previous versions perhaps. I'm even thinking it's bordering on depersonalisation but not the extremity of it. I've just moved to a new country, been here a month, and trying to integrate myself here without knowing the language etc so I think this also has a large part to play with it too.
Should really get a journal up and running.
Should really get a journal up and running.