09-19-2014, 10:03 PM
Stage 3, Day 29,
Rediscovered music that simply bores through to my body and makes me forget about time.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sbTnYWyjx-E
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E6RHMWOVWEE
On a side note, I think I may have found my future wife (what!? Any girl that writes in a 7/4 time signature is a keeper). Good songwriter, better producer.
Today was a day where I really felt good; I'm feeling much better about the things which are within my control (more or less, my thoughts and some forms of actions), and forgetting about
what is outside my control (basically, everything else, including other peoples' behavior).
I released on "I'm meeting gorgeous, single women who want me, easily and consistently" with PSTEC for the better part of 45 minutes, and really dropped a lot of stuff.
Deep releasing seems to be fundamentally uncomfortable, very similar to mixing a snow globe of anxiety inside my chest, with an insatiable yawning, since the sense that this feeling will never go away. But it always does.
Tomorrow, I intend of feeling even better. Let's keep this going!
Rediscovered music that simply bores through to my body and makes me forget about time.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sbTnYWyjx-E
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E6RHMWOVWEE
On a side note, I think I may have found my future wife (what!? Any girl that writes in a 7/4 time signature is a keeper). Good songwriter, better producer.
Today was a day where I really felt good; I'm feeling much better about the things which are within my control (more or less, my thoughts and some forms of actions), and forgetting about
what is outside my control (basically, everything else, including other peoples' behavior).
I released on "I'm meeting gorgeous, single women who want me, easily and consistently" with PSTEC for the better part of 45 minutes, and really dropped a lot of stuff.
Deep releasing seems to be fundamentally uncomfortable, very similar to mixing a snow globe of anxiety inside my chest, with an insatiable yawning, since the sense that this feeling will never go away. But it always does.
Tomorrow, I intend of feeling even better. Let's keep this going!
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