Stage 2, Day 29,
Woke up pretty late again, and I made it through my semi-formed morning ritual.
Signed up to busk later on, but since it was raining, it was sort of fruitless.
I went to the studio, hung out with this guy for about 6 hours; was billed for 3.
We made big progress on the one song, and we're probably another 3-4 hours from finishing it, then he has to mix it for several hours.
I've basically accepted the fact that most long-term relationships are based on pretty erroneous concepts, so I'll do what I can to avoid very-long-term monogamist relationships. It's not even out of sadness or anger or defeat, but there was a minor sense of betrayal that guys (and girls) are suckered into these things, and a guy like Robin Williams lost 30 million in two failed marriages in alimony.
I'm excited for what the future holds, but right now, I'm not feeling 100% positive emotions. Might be end-of-stage resistance; it happens.
I've got more than enough money saved for Stages 3 and 4.
Woke up pretty late again, and I made it through my semi-formed morning ritual.
Signed up to busk later on, but since it was raining, it was sort of fruitless.
I went to the studio, hung out with this guy for about 6 hours; was billed for 3.
We made big progress on the one song, and we're probably another 3-4 hours from finishing it, then he has to mix it for several hours.
I've basically accepted the fact that most long-term relationships are based on pretty erroneous concepts, so I'll do what I can to avoid very-long-term monogamist relationships. It's not even out of sadness or anger or defeat, but there was a minor sense of betrayal that guys (and girls) are suckered into these things, and a guy like Robin Williams lost 30 million in two failed marriages in alimony.
I'm excited for what the future holds, but right now, I'm not feeling 100% positive emotions. Might be end-of-stage resistance; it happens.
I've got more than enough money saved for Stages 3 and 4.
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