(04-07-2014, 11:34 PM)Tiesto Wrote: My procrastination is also pretty strong lately, I find it so resistant to get started doing any work everyday, I gotta psyche myself up with some strong motivational self-talk before I can jump in front of my computer and do any work.
Just like in the gym, right before attempting to squat a really heavy ass weight, my mind is going like "oh man! that looks really heavy, this is gonna be hard and painful... this is bad!.. noo! why do I have to go through this.. f@#K!", and a whole bunch of other demotivating thoughts running through my mind, then I have to counter it with words like "C'mon! C'mon!! I can do this! This is easy!! This is nothing! Yeah!! I got this under control! Let's do it!!" and then add some visualization of lifting the weight easily.. only then I would get under the weight to attempt the lift.. lol!
I think this sub would need to be added with Overcome Procrastination / Ultra Motivation, and OGSF...
i hear you man.part of us want the job and at the same time part of us resist it,sabotage it. . .
and adding OP,UM and OGSF will be like a dream.
i feel that i have reached my mental success maximum and have to take my beliefs to next level otherwise my subconscious won't feel safe and sabotage me.i was thinking if i wasn't paying for my collage i could buy AM6 also paid for many things in past years myself like driving license. i always wanted to be my own man
don't want to get help from anyone until it's necessary.part of it's stupid but part of it feels really great.i hoped to remove stupid part in next months.you know i can be awesome i can be successful i am smart guy i am good looking guy but it's not my turn "yet" and i'm waiting to get a good hand.
parents situation starting to get normal( i hope)
one old friend texted me after about 10 months and may use my services.if i get 2 big contracts that i'm waiting for i can change me situation a bit.
now even a good paying job would be enough.
UPDATE:i got looks from girls more than normal. especially cute girls.that's because i got more in learning fashion tricks
also thought about being a model but in my country t's not really big industry.i need to move.
where attention goes energy flows and result show