01-25-2013, 02:49 PM
I'm a few days in to stage 2 now and it is giving me some strange dreams. Stage 1 was, as it always is, a kick in the ass. I snapped a few times like I always do in stage 1, but that's to be expected. After all this time I still have some anger unresolved, some of it is unconscious, but a lot of times, it's just modern life that really gets under my skin. I've made it well known I'm not a huge fan of modern civilization and I've tasted much of the delightful things it has to offer, even so it leaves much to be desired. I've calmed down anyway, there's always just a period on the first stage where everything is magnified and intensified.
This happens every time with AM, but I'm really enjoying solitude. I was going out a lot just last month and doing some crazy, ridiculous things, but lately I haven't felt the need. I haven't even drank alcohol in over a week which is saying something for me, as I do love the devil juice.
I messed up my back a few weeks ago, it's an old injury going back years. I have a few herniated discs in my back and every once in a while I get a nerve pinched in it and it hurts like all hell...this is one of those times. It would be all too easy for me to just sit around and take pain pills, but I prefer the harder way and my determination is pretty unshakable. If I just stick to my stretching and working out, it will be gone before long. I feel like the set is really strengthening my determination for this and that's good because it's some bad pain.
I added Seize the Day in today. I think I'll listen to that all through stage 2 and 3. It's been a while since I've used that one. It should be interesting.
This happens every time with AM, but I'm really enjoying solitude. I was going out a lot just last month and doing some crazy, ridiculous things, but lately I haven't felt the need. I haven't even drank alcohol in over a week which is saying something for me, as I do love the devil juice.
I messed up my back a few weeks ago, it's an old injury going back years. I have a few herniated discs in my back and every once in a while I get a nerve pinched in it and it hurts like all hell...this is one of those times. It would be all too easy for me to just sit around and take pain pills, but I prefer the harder way and my determination is pretty unshakable. If I just stick to my stretching and working out, it will be gone before long. I feel like the set is really strengthening my determination for this and that's good because it's some bad pain.
I added Seize the Day in today. I think I'll listen to that all through stage 2 and 3. It's been a while since I've used that one. It should be interesting.
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